Yesterday morning i was given instructions by Mistress Denial to orgasm 4 times during the day with the last time being after i had shoved an ice cube up my bottom. i managed to orgasm two times before leaving for work and then a third time at work. The third time took me 20 minutes and it was at work. This constituted two firsts for me. The first time i had cum three times in one day and also the first time i had ever cum at work. Of course it is never as easy as one would want. While stroking at work several people came and left the mens room so i had to start and stop several times.
For the fourth time i was to orgasm i stroked as fast as i could but as Mistress probably expected the ice cube won the time battle and i was unable to reach an orgasm before the ice cube melted.
This morning when i checked my email i had the worst torture of all. No stroking my cock for two days. i would have preferred almost anything else but since i failed Mistress's orders i deserve whatever punishment She deems appropriate. i can only hope that the next time i receive an order from Mistress i am able to complete it fully. i know for a fact that i gave it all i had and will always do so when following any order given to me by Mistress Denial.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
Monday, January 29, 2007
1/29/2007
Well it is the start to a new week and i can not believe how it is starting off. After a week of torment i finally get to cum. i was so excited when i checked my email this morning and found an email from Mistress Denial telling me to cum today. The catch, i think there will always be a catch, is that i have to cum three times and then at night i have to cum one more time. i have never cum 4 times in one day so this will be a challenge on its own. Add to that when i cum the fourth time i have to insert an ice cube in my ass and cum before it melts. i better find a big ice cube. :)
Mistress does not realize how challenging this is going to be since today i have to work from 9am until about 9:30pm. That means that if i want to have any chance of cumming before the ice cube melts i am going to have to cum at least one time at work. Oh my god i can’t believe how excited i am already.
Mistress is truly diabolical and i love it. i have a feeling my balls are going to be aching in a different way before the day is over.
Mistress does not realize how challenging this is going to be since today i have to work from 9am until about 9:30pm. That means that if i want to have any chance of cumming before the ice cube melts i am going to have to cum at least one time at work. Oh my god i can’t believe how excited i am already.
Mistress is truly diabolical and i love it. i have a feeling my balls are going to be aching in a different way before the day is over.
Sunday, January 28, 2007
1/28/2007
Yesterday at Mistress' direction i had to leave my cock and balls bound until 6pm. i probably should not have told Her i had to go to work or She probably would have let me untie them earlier. i think it amused her to know i would be working with a tied up erection. The most difficult part of having to work yesterday was that i was going in for a 4 hour meeting with a female and a male co-worker. i was nervous and excited to think she might notice my erection and i was also hoping that my cock would not drip. i probably should not have worn khaki pants.
At one point in the meeting when i was standing up i thought i saw both sets of eyes direct to my crotch but quickly dismissed that as paranoia. i sat back down as quickly as i could and glanced down at my crotch. i almost died. There was a very small wet spot. As i reflect back on this i am sure they did not see anything but i was sure embarrassed and excited at the time. i only wish i had only been in the meeting with my female co-worker.
Mistress had given me permission to remove the string from my cock at 6pm and She also graciously told me i could stroke my cock but that i was not to cum. As soon as 6pm hit the string came off. It felt so good to have my cock untied. my balls ached a little both from being tied up and from not being allowed to empty. i knew it probably wasn't a good idea to stroke my cock since i couldn't cum but it didn't matter. At that moment all i wanted was to stroke my cock. i grabbed some lotion and slowly stroked my cock. i didn't want to go too fast because i wanted it to last and i knew that i would not want to get to edge too soon. As it is it only took me about 3 minutes of very leisurely stroking to reach that place that feels so good. God how i wanted to cross the edge and feel my orgasm. Not willing to disobey Mistress' order i stopped stroking and tucked my cock back in my pants.
This morning had me waking up with a very hard cock that is dying to cum and also a pair of balls that still ache.
i am greatful for Mistress and the feelings She is causing me to experience.
At one point in the meeting when i was standing up i thought i saw both sets of eyes direct to my crotch but quickly dismissed that as paranoia. i sat back down as quickly as i could and glanced down at my crotch. i almost died. There was a very small wet spot. As i reflect back on this i am sure they did not see anything but i was sure embarrassed and excited at the time. i only wish i had only been in the meeting with my female co-worker.
Mistress had given me permission to remove the string from my cock at 6pm and She also graciously told me i could stroke my cock but that i was not to cum. As soon as 6pm hit the string came off. It felt so good to have my cock untied. my balls ached a little both from being tied up and from not being allowed to empty. i knew it probably wasn't a good idea to stroke my cock since i couldn't cum but it didn't matter. At that moment all i wanted was to stroke my cock. i grabbed some lotion and slowly stroked my cock. i didn't want to go too fast because i wanted it to last and i knew that i would not want to get to edge too soon. As it is it only took me about 3 minutes of very leisurely stroking to reach that place that feels so good. God how i wanted to cross the edge and feel my orgasm. Not willing to disobey Mistress' order i stopped stroking and tucked my cock back in my pants.
This morning had me waking up with a very hard cock that is dying to cum and also a pair of balls that still ache.
i am greatful for Mistress and the feelings She is causing me to experience.
Saturday, January 27, 2007
1/27/2007
What a night last night was. As ordered by you as soon as i returned home from work i sat down and closed my eyes and began to imagine You standing over me dressed in Your short black leather skirt, thigh length boots (i crumble for a Woman in boots), and PVC tied top. i began to stroke my cock nice and fast with this lovely vision in my head. my hand would stroke from the base of my cock right up over the head. In no time at all i felt myself getting close to the edge so i slowed down a little bit to prolong the image of You in my mind. As soon as i reached the edge i stopped stroking my cock and while it was extremely hard it was not dribbling very much precum. i knew you wanted me dribbling so i stroked to the edge again.
Now my cock had a nice dribble of precum on the head so i proceeded to tie up my cock and balls just as ordered. Nice and tight. This morning when woke up my balls were a little sore and my cock was still hard.
i am greatful that You allow me to follow your direction.
sub mark
Now my cock had a nice dribble of precum on the head so i proceeded to tie up my cock and balls just as ordered. Nice and tight. This morning when woke up my balls were a little sore and my cock was still hard.
i am greatful that You allow me to follow your direction.
sub mark
Friday, January 26, 2007
1/26/2007
Diary
Yesterday I was extremely fortunate and received an email from You (Mistress Denial X). i was at work when i read the email and immediately my cock went erect in my pants. As i read the email i swear i could feel my cock twitch in anticipation of what may come. Unfortunately for me it was only 2:30pm when i read the email. This left me with 3 hours left at work.
i work in a place filled with an amazing amount of young attractive ladies that all seem to dress the part. Even though it is an office environment it seems almost every woman enjoys pushing the dress code boundaries. As i would walk through the office all i could think about was the email i had just read and my cock seemed to never go down. i kept going back to your email to re-read it.
Getting home in the evening i set about gathering my toys so that i could take the photos required. This in and of itself created more arousal. Once i had the toys laid out i wanted so badly to cum but without permission i simply leisurely grabbed my cock and stroked slowly for a few minutes.
Finally with pictures taken it was time for a good night's sleep.
I awoke this morning with an erection and the first thing i did was open up and re-read the email. It is amazing how aroused an email can make a person.
I wonder what the future holds for me now.
Yesterday I was extremely fortunate and received an email from You (Mistress Denial X). i was at work when i read the email and immediately my cock went erect in my pants. As i read the email i swear i could feel my cock twitch in anticipation of what may come. Unfortunately for me it was only 2:30pm when i read the email. This left me with 3 hours left at work.
i work in a place filled with an amazing amount of young attractive ladies that all seem to dress the part. Even though it is an office environment it seems almost every woman enjoys pushing the dress code boundaries. As i would walk through the office all i could think about was the email i had just read and my cock seemed to never go down. i kept going back to your email to re-read it.
Getting home in the evening i set about gathering my toys so that i could take the photos required. This in and of itself created more arousal. Once i had the toys laid out i wanted so badly to cum but without permission i simply leisurely grabbed my cock and stroked slowly for a few minutes.
Finally with pictures taken it was time for a good night's sleep.
I awoke this morning with an erection and the first thing i did was open up and re-read the email. It is amazing how aroused an email can make a person.
I wonder what the future holds for me now.
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